Saturday, 9 July 2011

Everything and Anything

So back to university on tuesday, my exam marks were good considering the study i put out and im happy with them. Now i need to see what i can do for this overseas exchange, still need to write two essays for it and try and get a hold of the person in germany, who apparently (as i was warned) doesnt reply to emails. So I dont know how im going to sort that one out.

Now im struggling to to think of what to write so its going to be something very random, like death. Death is a hard part of life that people tend to ignore until its on your doorstep, its a tough thing to confront but there is nothing worse then having it spring on you and all of a sudden you are left lost and confused. Death happens every day all across the world to multiple people and is an important part of life.



There isnt much to really say about it other than the fact you should always be prepared for it no matter what, that means acknowledging  and accepting the fact that it could be right around the corner for anyone and its especially around the corner for old and sick people. I had a friend who was diagnosed with a flu or something by a retard doctor, turns out she had bronchitis and died. Its alright to be sad at first, but its not alright to be cut about it forever, I personally think the best way to deal with death is to be ready for it before it happens. I actually believe thats the case with almost everything in life, if you are mentally and/or physically prepared for it, its likely there wont be a problem.

Its also important to make sure although to acknowledge and think about death, you dont let it bring you down (through fears etc), thinking about death can provoke fear and anxiety which are natural feelings that are hard to get rid of, i dont actually think there is a dead set way to get rid of them, its most likely different for different people but if you can figure it how it works best for you, then you will find life easier through the hard times. I find for myself its good to have some time to myself and relax, or maybe even question myself, try and reason my way out of it, which sometimes works but thats just me.

ANNNYYWAAY its like 5am so i better head out cheaaa.