I am so hungry, bored, and tired but too tired to sleep. Thats the worst thing to be because when i am in the bored and cant sleep state its when i feel most bored of life. When i cant see the point in life, but all i am really left to do is keep going and trying to improve it and maybe one day ill find the reason for life.
For some its a divine being, maybe its to have a happy family, but in the end its always to fulfil some desire and to reach that desire we have goals, i guess my problem is i have goals but they arent goals to fulfil any desire i have. Infact i am not sure of what my desires are at all. Maybe i should try and find that desire.
Anyway for now i will just have to continue with my life without that reason, hopefully soon i will find it.
